Again, Hannibal speaks to Will as a teacher to his student, encouraging without making demands, giving positive reinforcement. It makes Will wonder if this is the role Hannibal will take when they finally settle, if he'll carry his false identity through (though likely under another name) and become a professor. It's clear he has the capacity for it, even if it's less genuine about his praise when it's not with Will.
"It seems like a mutually beneficial skill to acquire," Will says in response to Hannibal's suggestion for practice, and as awkward and clinical as this first trial has been, Will can see himself enjoying going down on Hannibal once he can relax enough to doing it without over thinking.
The concept itself doesn't bother him in the slightest. As Hannibal correctly assumes Will doesn't consider himself gay (aside from the fact that his current activities would at least make him bisexual), but he doesn't see sucking cock as something vile or wrong, and he's certainly not doing it from Hannibal's benefit alone. His sexual desire for Hannibal isn't in spite of Hannibal's being a man, he isn't forcing his mind to get past any long held revulsion. He desires Hannibal, meaning he not only wants to connect with his mind and his heart, he wants to experience Hannibal physically as well. His attraction to Hannibal's body is completely organic; he wants Hannibal, Hannibal is a man, thus Will's hunger is directed toward his maleness. Seeing Hannibal's cock, hard and flushed, turns him on, as does the idea of having that part of Hannibal in his mouth or up his ass, in his hands or pressed against him.
"When I imagined this on the plane," Will says, still stroking Hannibal's dick slowly with a loose fist, "I thought we'd end up here, in the middle of the floor," he goes on, and of course he had no idea what the space looked like, but the idea is the same. "I imagined that we'd shove our pants down far enough to get our cocks out, then just rut against each other, frantic." He licks his lips, pushing his hand down to the root of Hannibal's cock, squeezing. "I know we have plenty of time to get to the bed," he tells Hannibal, his eyes on the head of Hannibal's erection, the pearl of pre-come growing there. "But I still like the idea of doing it here."
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Date: 2016-03-08 08:10 pm (UTC)"It seems like a mutually beneficial skill to acquire," Will says in response to Hannibal's suggestion for practice, and as awkward and clinical as this first trial has been, Will can see himself enjoying going down on Hannibal once he can relax enough to doing it without over thinking.
The concept itself doesn't bother him in the slightest. As Hannibal correctly assumes Will doesn't consider himself gay (aside from the fact that his current activities would at least make him bisexual), but he doesn't see sucking cock as something vile or wrong, and he's certainly not doing it from Hannibal's benefit alone. His sexual desire for Hannibal isn't in spite of Hannibal's being a man, he isn't forcing his mind to get past any long held revulsion. He desires Hannibal, meaning he not only wants to connect with his mind and his heart, he wants to experience Hannibal physically as well. His attraction to Hannibal's body is completely organic; he wants Hannibal, Hannibal is a man, thus Will's hunger is directed toward his maleness. Seeing Hannibal's cock, hard and flushed, turns him on, as does the idea of having that part of Hannibal in his mouth or up his ass, in his hands or pressed against him.
"When I imagined this on the plane," Will says, still stroking Hannibal's dick slowly with a loose fist, "I thought we'd end up here, in the middle of the floor," he goes on, and of course he had no idea what the space looked like, but the idea is the same. "I imagined that we'd shove our pants down far enough to get our cocks out, then just rut against each other, frantic." He licks his lips, pushing his hand down to the root of Hannibal's cock, squeezing. "I know we have plenty of time to get to the bed," he tells Hannibal, his eyes on the head of Hannibal's erection, the pearl of pre-come growing there. "But I still like the idea of doing it here."